Made as a Coconut Milk Latte; tasted like great hot chocolate with the added bonus of a caffeine boost. Honestly, I can probably just summarize it that briefly and call it a day.
More importantly, the last few days have been CRAZY and very ‘life altering’. Again, I can probably just sum them up with jot notes or, at least, “bite size” bits of information. It’s easier for me to process that way just writing everything out…
- Got my new glasses/frames! That’s probably the most ‘tame’ thing that’s taken place…
- Something happened with Tre that I honestly will probably never forgive him for
- Please don’t ask me what it was; it’s very personal!
- Because of what took place I felt it in my best interest to move out and quickly
- Last night both my parents came down to Saskatoon & helped me pack all of my stuff
- I gave my landlord my last month’s rent and official notice I’m leaving
- I don’t know if Tre will continue living there now that he doesn’t have a roommate
- And honestly I don’t care
- I also had to quit my job since I left quickly and couldn’t give two weeks notice
- So I’m currently unemployed; I’ll hopefully start job hunting by next week
- And I am now back in Regina living with my mom
- I’m struggling with this a lot right now; it feels like I’ve taken a huge step backwards
- And despite being surrounded by family I feel very isolated and alone
- The last time I was in Regina I was highly depressed
- And I worry being back long term may bring about another depressed episode
- But I think that’s better than being in Saskatoon right now
- I’d also really appreciate people not bringing up Tre for a while
- For at least a while I very much need to distance myself from him/the idea of him
- For my mental well being…
Ironically, all of this went down on September 1st which was the two year anniversary of our moving to Saskatoon. As my friend Robyn said, it was ‘fateful’. So that’s where I’m at right now; and maybe it’s over sharing but I felt it was important for me to get that written out so the people I talk to daily here on Steepster know that I’m uncomfortable talking about Tre right now.
Also, in case it wasn’t obvious – my address definitely isn’t the same one I was using so Steepster friends please don’t send anything out to that address; I’ll be going back at the end of the month to clean up the apartment better (we left in such a hurry) and pick up any mail waiting for me but I don’t want to have to go back down to get stuff after that. If you’d like my new address, just PM me and I’d be happy to give it out.
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Whoa.. so sorry RS :( hugs Hope everything gets better for you!
Oh my, I hope this transition brings only good things! Sorry to hear about the troubles. :( I hope you still will receive your package I sent you; I sent it out last Saturday to the Saskatoon address. I wish I had waited, sorry about that!
wow, sorry to hear about that! I hope that you can get back on your feet soon!
I’m so sorry to hear that! I hope only good things come from your move! If you need to talk, you can always send me a PM :) always here to help a fellow Steepster out!
Whoa, that’s so stressful. I’m really sorry to hear all this is happening to you, and I hope you can get back on your feet soon.
I’m sorry you had to move back. Hopefully good things will come around for you. Hugs
Sorry to hear about all of this my dear. I ditto everybody’s sentiments!
some of the best things in my life have come out of some of the worst. Hang in there!
@TeaNTees – no worries, I’m gonna head down on the 30th and pick up all my mail when I clean up the place and I’m sure it’ll have arrived by then. You couldn’t have known I wouldn’t be there anymore. Hell, I didn’t even know that.
Hey Ros, send me a PM or a text if you want a friend for tea. Hope you are doing well.
So sorry you’re going through a tough time. Hang in there.
hugs Sorry to hear about all the stress, hoping that Regina surprises you by turning out better than expected! I also deal with depression, so feel free to PM if you ever want to talk.
Whoa.. so sorry RS :( hugs Hope everything gets better for you!
Oh my, I hope this transition brings only good things! Sorry to hear about the troubles. :( I hope you still will receive your package I sent you; I sent it out last Saturday to the Saskatoon address. I wish I had waited, sorry about that!
wow, sorry to hear about that! I hope that you can get back on your feet soon!
I’m so sorry to hear that! I hope only good things come from your move! If you need to talk, you can always send me a PM :) always here to help a fellow Steepster out!
Whoa, that’s so stressful. I’m really sorry to hear all this is happening to you, and I hope you can get back on your feet soon.
I’m sorry you had to move back. Hopefully good things will come around for you. Hugs
Sorry to hear about all of this my dear. I ditto everybody’s sentiments!
some of the best things in my life have come out of some of the worst. Hang in there!
@TeaNTees – no worries, I’m gonna head down on the 30th and pick up all my mail when I clean up the place and I’m sure it’ll have arrived by then. You couldn’t have known I wouldn’t be there anymore. Hell, I didn’t even know that.
Hey Ros, send me a PM or a text if you want a friend for tea. Hope you are doing well.
So sorry you’re going through a tough time. Hang in there.
hugs Sorry to hear about all the stress, hoping that Regina surprises you by turning out better than expected! I also deal with depression, so feel free to PM if you ever want to talk.